A Fight!

A FIGHT

Why is it that when we expect the most, we get the least?

Coz that is how life unwraps her closest from her fists! :)

We cry, we crave, we hurt, and we get hurt!

We fumble; we retort but still with a mouth shut!

There are few colors; we want to spread it all over,

Unfortunately but exactly the ones spreading dull shower!

Is it them who brings dark and rage,

Or it’s us who are still in an emotional cage?

It is easy to flow with the change,

But, it is exponentially difficult to bring a change!

As equation needs two operands and an operator,

Similarly an argument needs two people and a trigger!

Result of equation brings operands to work together,

But argument may make loose a person forever! :(

Missing

Missing

Something is missing in me;
Mind is not letting heart to be free.Consecutive waves are going in mind,
But, heart is no more being kind.

I am Missing the laughter,
I am Missing the poking;

All those lovely and dear names,And the special one to claim.
I am spending my nights & days,
In thinking about him in different ways.
I want Him back the way He was;
Teasing, giggling & singing without a pause.
I was noob, I made a mistake;
Loosing my realtion, bringing everything to wreck.

I want to apologize, I'm sorry,
Coz I am missing everything in my worry.

Crying Flower

Crying Flower 

Don’t cry my flower, don’t cry my flower;

You are the only one, beautiful sunflower.

I plucked you, pricked you and made you cry,

And I am sorry for your condition and wry.

I detached you from your mother,

for gifting you to my mother.

She was happy to see you whole day;

As it was her very happy birthday!

Your petals are very yellow-yellow,

which made me your path to follow.

I never knew how much it hurts,

Coz I always have mother who loves and cares.

I promise not to detach any one from your family,

And vow to grow and increase your family!

MySelf

M some1 who loves.....

To read books and novels late night when sleep is away..

To go to bed & watch radium stars on my ceiling..

To laugh out when something hurts in my heart..

To read shayaris in loneliness..

To listen to soft songs while it rains outside..

To weep the way no one can understand..

To receive a call from someone, I don’t see a lot, but one whom I want to see..

To play with kids to realize the lost meaning of innocence in today's world..

To laugh at myself looking at mirror, making faces..

To wake up and realize it is still possible to sleep for a couple of hours..

To go in kitchen experiment wid veggies...& den happily eating dem watching TV...regardless of the taste..

To laugh.....laugh.....and laugh.....remembering stupid things done with stupid friends..

To eat Chocolates, cakes, pastries in manner no less then kids..

Listen


Folding my Hands,
Bowing down to Him.

In a hope that;
sometime someday He'll listen

Eyes are shedding tears,
head is getting fierce

A strong pointed knife is cutting,
each thought in mind coming.

Volcano is erupting,
my heart is now melting

Please listen to Me,
my Father, My God..

Things are still in hands,
Mind can still mends..

But, if once my patience breaks,
then even you can't hold my wreaks..

FATHER


Struggle is the routine of life,
Hard work seems to be a friend of mine.

These eyes never cried for anyone,
This heart melted for no one.

People were products,
in the market of my Life.

My mind was biggest salesman,
Controlling others life.

But, what this happed to me all of sudden?
when a baby girl entered who was little innocent, little stubborn.

I was spell bound by a new charm,
when her baby hands touched my arms.

My conduct changed totally,
Care took over credits and love-debits in balance sheet completely.

When her little innocent lips uttered “paa” first time,
My heart melted as butter in heated pan for very first time.

I learnt to play, to enjoy, to care, to be patient;
and overall to be a good human being.

Her talks, her pampering, her demands,
I loved all of them.

But one day her little feet turned big, And she left towards her home,
Leaving me all alone.

She made me cry that day,
And changed a man to father on the very day.

Such was my experience being a Father,
And I wish every man to have a baby girl some day or another.

Tender Age

World is soo beautiful,
Life is so meaningful.

Green lushes all around,
along with relatives standing by my round.

Friends became that part,
Who, gave my life a kick start.

Teasing and whistling all I had done,
I am a girl with full life and fun.

Sunny days with beautiful mornings,
College life gave me beautiful evenings.

Parties, picnics and hangouts are full on;
Along with a streak of pain which knocked my head on.

I closed my eyes for asking a boon,
And found myself in a gloomy room.

Hopes changed to despair;
And pain seems to be un-repaired.

The smell of hospital suffocated me,
Family & Friends are those who lifted me.

Days passed, months passed;
Only thing on my lips was a prayer.

I am not worried as I‘ll leave off;
I am worried for them as they going to loose me.

But the God was still in dilemma;
watching the video-“My Life” in cinema.

He then came one day in my dreams,
Kept his hand on my head saying-“Get your goals with all your means”

I got up next morning to found myself the luckiest person,
whose mind, body and soul had changed to a new version.

Fun, love beauty again captured my life,
Along with family & friends who, are supporting system of my life.

Thanks to all of them for keeping patience,
and spreading a new, sweet and fresh fragrance.